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I Loved You More

by Tom
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Tom Spanbauer's first novel in seven years is a love story triangle akin to The Marriage Plot and Freedom, only with a gay main character who charms gays and straights alike. I Loved You More is a rich, expansive tale of love, sex, and heartbreak, covering twenty-five years in the life of a striving, emotionally wounded writer. In New York, Ben forms a bond of love with his macho friend and foil, Hank. Years later in Portland, a now ill Ben falls for Ruth, who provides the care and devotion he needs, though they cannot find true happiness together. Then Hank reappears and meets Ruth, and real trouble starts. Set against a world of struggling artists, the underground sex scene of New York in the 1980s, the drab, confining Idaho of Ben's youth, and many places in between, I Loved You More is the author's most complex and wise novel to date.|

Tom Spanbauer's first novel in seven years is a love story triangle akin to The Marriage Plot and Freedom, only with a gay main character who charms gays and straights alike. I Loved You More is a rich, expansive tale of love, sex, and heartbreak, covering twenty-five years in the life of a striving, emotionally wounded writer. In New York, Ben forms a bond of love with his macho friend and foil, Hank. Years later in Portland, a now ill Ben falls for Ruth, who provides the care and devotion he needs, though they cannot find true happiness together. Then Hank reappears and meets Ruth, and real trouble starts. Set against a world of struggling artists, the underground sex scene of New York in the 1980s, the drab, confining Idaho of Ben's youth, and many places in between, I Loved You More is the author's most complex and wise novel to date.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      Starred review from May 5, 2014
      Spanbauer's excellent follow-up to 2006's Now is the Hour chronicles the friendships and love affairs of protagonist Ben Grunewald, a gay novelist fraught with chronic anxiety and living with AIDS. Ben's anxiety is born from a mix of dealing with his Catholic upbringing, his homophobic father, and his depressed mother in small-town Idaho. He finds a haven in writing and eventually makes a home for himself on the Lower East Side of Manhattan, where he meets Hank Christian in a writing workshop. In admiring prose reminiscent of Kerouac deifying Cassidy, Ben describes his reverence for Hank, a straight man who also takes a shine to him. They develop a friendship that starts in the â80s and withstands years of distance, only to come to a halt when Hank falls for Ben's friend Ruth Dearden. A former writing student, smitten Ruth becomes Ben's caretaker and enters into a complicated physical and emotional relationship with him once Ben becomes too sick to care for himself. Spanbauer creates wonderful characters here, and conveys the gratitude, affection, and resentment that ebbs and flows among them. Spanbauer relays from the start that Hank succumbs to cancer before he and Ben can make up the rift that springs from Ben's jealousy, so once the destruction unfolds in the final act, it happens at a riveting, fast pace. By turns poignant and funny, Spanbauer's story rings true at every turn.

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